Got a new piercing today. I was really upset last night so i SH. Today I thought, “hey, maybe if i get a piercing it’ll satiate that need for pain for a few days && give me a new piece of jewelry.” Yea no, it didnt hurt. like not even a little. And now i want more piercings. Gah. No more inpatient treatment for me, not till i can afford it again. Four times in the last 8 months will have to hold me.